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My dad is on life support.

I'm 13 years old. My father is my bestfriend. We did everything together. I told him everything and I love him so much. My brother and father went to our farm Friday night. Later my brother found him dead on the floor. My brother thinks he was just knocked out. He doesn't know. My dad had overdoesed on harowin. (I don't know how to spell it??) I don't know how to tell people because this is NOT who my father is. We have him on life support and the nureoligist is coming in today to tell us more and how much of his brain is deD. He only has a ten percent chance of living. Please pray for him. Let gods will be done. Even if it is different then my own.

I still remember.I wont forget.

I still remember the exact moment when I looked at you and thought "Wow,,Hes Perfect."
2:13 AM, October 13.
We went to an overnight-haunted-amusement park with two of our friends. After the screaming had been done, the pictures had been taken, the laughs had been shared, and the memories made, it was time for something none of us were looking foward to. The two hour car ride home.We all piled in the car, you, me, &Jeniffer in the back,& Tanya riding shotgun.Everyone else had fallen asleep but me&you.We had a headphon in each ear, leaning up against eachother ready to fall asleep, listening to Eminem. You (being the weird kid you are) started singing to me.:) Hah, At that moment I closed my eyes, and imagined you. Blonde hair, green eyes, tall, athletic. Was this really happening??  This was it. The moment when i looked at you and thought"Wow,Hes perfect"
Does this mean were dating? Hecckkk noooo.
You have no idea what I would give to go back to this moment.
I love you.:)


Im done.

You are impossible.You flirt with E V E R Y girl. I cant tell if you actually like me or if you do this to everyone. I had feelings for you. But you know what? I dont even care anymore. Im just going to stop looking at you, talking to you, and next time someone asks? We used to be tight.We used to be friends.
I dont think Im going to miss you.
But heres what Im afraid of..
Im afraid.. That maybe.. You wont even notice.
Or care.


At 14 years old, I  roam the hallways of a Middle School along with 800 others. Among them are my bestfriends, enimes, and some terrible teachers. At times my life can really suck. But i wouldnt trade mine for anything<3 And love? Ohmygod. Dont even get me started. Boys are the NUMBER ONE most confusing thing on the face of the Earth. Im not really sure what I should say. Everything I post will be me. My feelings, my confessions, and my thoughts. Lets see how this works out for me:)

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Previous Posts
My dad is on life support., posted November 12th, 2012
I still remember.I wont forget., posted November 9th, 2012
Im done., posted October 21st, 2012
Me<3, posted October 21st, 2012

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